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My Last Letter



I need someone...

but ...

It's not me...I'm not ready to tell anyone what I'm going through personally... 

I'm tired....

I'm just tired of the fact that...no one takes their actions seriously, or how it will affect others...

Tired of their words being darted at me...

Ya'll keep on judging me...criticizing me...and treating me like I'm feelingless...

I might be strong ... bold and smiling all over the way...

but it hurts me every time I battle alone...

The closest people forsake me... taking me for granted...hurting me ...

because they knew I will never leave their side...

I need peace...I need rest from my thoughts...

I need liberation from my mind and heart...

When I cry...Trust me I am not seeking attention...

I'm not pretending...trust me...I'm not pretending...

But at a point, I feel like why I need you to validate my feelings...?

Who am I to you?

You would have validated my feelings if you took me seriously....

You would have respected me as a person...

 You wouldn't have said even a word intentionally to part me down...

You know what...I'm just sick of this world... why am I even here...Or maybe I could find peace somewhere else...where I could live without caring about all these...without feeling anything...

It's my flesh that wanted all this care, affection, and love...

It's my flesh that wanted all this peace and a quiet mind...

What if I do not have a mind and a heart to entertain all these feelings and thoughts...

How many sleepless nights I had...?

What if I sleep forever?😊


 Sincerely,

Voice of the rested victims 


Suicide is not the solution..if you are having suicidal thoughts..... open up..

If you knew someone is battling something...offer some mental support...


Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you❤️  

1 Peter 5 : 7

 

Thank you for those who took your time and to read this...May God bless you with more knowledge and wisdom to handle things wisely...










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  1. AnonymousMay 12, 2021 at 4:58 PM

    Reading the letter is like reading my own tjoughts

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